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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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Friday, January 28, 2011

I can safely say that today was a good end to an otherwise horrible week. It's only the fourth week and i'm already wishing that school hasn't started. I'm still as slack as ever, not doing anything but i'm proud to say that i did pay attention in some lectures and tutorials B) Hehe. But anyway, i'm still ~~hating~~ disliking school. Bleah, i hate the fact that i keep coming back to life in tk. Like how good life was and how life is. I'm just hoping i get the drive to go school once again like how i used to. That feeling of not dreading that there's school the next day that kinda thing. Having my classmates say i look dead every morning is just saddening, cause i didn't use to be like that. I miss my friends :( Those that never fail to brighten up my day and make me love school and the crazy things we do and laugh about. Oh hell i miss everythingg sighhh. Okay back to reality Arina.

Hmm so this week generally was a.. Idk saying that it was bad is an understatement. Haha. OH EXCEPT FOR THURSDAY. Hehe Thursday was loveeee <3

Wednesday was the worst, like i just came home feeling lost and walking one big round around my house just so that noone can see me in that state. Horrible laaa. But talking to N today makes me feel like understood. Like she totally gets what i meant and know how i felt. It's like omg finally someone i can pour out everything to and won't judge me. Yknow it's like you never know who actually went through and felt the same way as you. Okay what am i saying. But it just was great ah in other words, after the talk with N. I LOVE talking to her noww. Not that i never had haha. Thanks :')

Okay i'm gonna wallow in self-pity then pick myself up for another dreadful week next week. I hope next week will be better. *cross fingers*

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay