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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, June 4, 2009

I saw a nice wallet. And i want it now. Asked my sister to get me an advance birthday present, i'm so shameless. But i was kidding la obviously. Haha. Getting it next week :)

To tell you the truth, i still haven't come to a desicion. To drop/combine or to continue. And i have to make up my mind by Monday. But thank you, to everyone who gave me those words of advice. I appreciate them, really. But i'm fickle-minded. I take long to make up my mind. Even though it's such a simple task.

I've always thought that school during June ended at 1245. So i'll be counting down silently to myself. Then the bell nv ring. Only today did i realise that school ends at 1250. Cheat my feelings. Haha.

I am exhausted. Trying not to think so much now. Syaf's right, i'm killing my brain cells doing so much of this kind of thinking. I'll have a mental breakdown soon enough. Migraines are already killing me. But i prefer it this way actually, i deserve all the pain. It comforts me to know that i'm actually suffering now. No not sadistic, just stating facts. Life is like a jigsaw puzzle, i just have to find the right pieces. But why is it so difficult?

Why can't things be like how they used to be? I've landed myself into this mess. Now, just how do i get out of it? I'm worried.

I'm sorry.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay